actually this site has another purpose and very few will probably understand it, but the shift is coming, i think this may work as a place to adjust and prepare for it. who knows...i don't

the begining of a new hell can't wait till the shift

well this is my other blog type sites:
http://www.livejournal.com/~darkpixieflight
http://www.deadjournal.com/~devinahpixie

i won't be starting off with an intro, no i'm here to bitch and complain and analyse the jackasses in my life and the idiots that think i'm a fucking doormat, guess what people i never was, and i know you'll get around to reading it, and no i won't be answering questions unless i want to. i'm tired of dealing with the shit and need an outlet to express this more freely, tho i was free before this is more free in a sense. so let us begin...


how is it, that a person can change from being a good likable person to a complete jackass, when they hang out with one person. How is it that that one person can have such an effect on them. Don't feel you need to be like them to fit in, you were fine as who you were before you met the new people. I'm starting to regret ever bringing you into that group cause of the changes. BTW why did you freak, and not apoligize for freaking out at people, its like it never happened, but it did. You made a choice and weren't ready to deal with it, if you weren't ready why did you do it, especially after people told you not to. To another person, running away isn't going to let you start over, it just going to follow you, you can't change who you are, your habits and reputation that you've developed aren't going to be wiped clean just because you moved. I guess you'll just have to relize this on your own. And finally to a last person, weed doesn't make you fucking hallucinate to the point you have to go to the hospital- yeah you become paranoid and shit but not to that extrem, oh by the way if you at he bif naked concert then your parents obviously don't know about you having to go to the hospital...which is practically impossible because they would have been the ones paying for the treatment, and if you try to blame this on your "friends" again, you had better start looking for new ones as you will be burning the last few remaining bridges you had with them from the previous incident. Take responsibility for yourself and grow the fuck up please.